I came here wanting to talk about something. After school and stuff, I wanted my day to be good.
Just probably didn't turn out that way, huh?
I never thought you would ever doubt me in such a way. Its my fault, I suppose.
Always was. Till a point, everything I would just blame it on me.
Me.
Maybe it was me.
Maybe all this while it was, you couldn't stand me, yet you didn't tell me so;
Maybe all this while I was irritating you, I was being hong, yet you kept it to yourself;
Maybe I was just so not-nice-to-be-around, yet you held on;
I'm sorry if I didn't realise it was my fault, but till this point, I'm sure I did nothing to piss you off that way.
I used to talk alot. To the opposite sex more, perhaps. But now, solely, everything about me is you.
Just you.
Nothing else. I can swear across my heart on that. I wouldn't talk to anyone else, I find no need. You can say I couldn't. Yeah, that was how deeply I felt for you.
You can scroll my inbox.
You doubt my love for you.
I really don't know why.
My class has 32 girls, 8 boys, probably 31, 9. I really have no reason to bluff you. I don't hong them. They're my classmates;
And I really so happened to be a friendly guy, so by talking to them in such a manner makes me look like I'm flirting? Please don't blame me or call me hong, for talking more to them. I have no intention to flirt with them whatsoever,
Till now you should more or less know how I am.
Please.
I should stop here.
Just stay happy.
And tmr's paper1. Goodluck to everyone out there, to me too. I'll need the luck as much as possible.