Yo yo yo .

#Fml

2011-11-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

I think I'm the ultimate loser.

Made someone angry and then brought out the worse in that person.
And I feel so bad about it. That it keeps ringing in my mind.
'You've to make her feel better.'
'IT'S CRUCIAL.'
Who did I think I was, the ultimate soulmate.
It's my fault.
The problems have always been with me.
Maybe not all the time.
But I can't seem to make people happy.
Am I trying too hard?
Or do I want to much.
This time I've to make things work.
I can't afford to lose you this time.
I'm supposed to be studying right now but
This sux.

:-)

2011-11-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

Someone is reading this right now!

HI BABY GIRL! I MISS YOU. HEHEHEHE. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.

"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
. "You're nothing short of my everything."

Eccentricity.

2011-10-23T16:14:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I get reminded of this place once in awhile. But then I don't seem to update.

Life is more or less occupied by social networks like Twitter and Facebook, the more mainstream ones. People don't really seem to be using blogs anymore, or so I thought haha. Ohwell!

I think a blog post is really cool once in awhile, a place to pour out your inner thoughts and feelings all at one go in one post. And now is the perfect time for me to do so because the O levels start tomorrow!

Hard to believe it but yeah, this major obstacle has finally come in my way. I've graduated already and all that's left is this. So much about a defining end to my secondary school life, having to deal with an exam of such hype and scale! Ohwell.

Many things have happened to me ever since the last time I wrote here.
So many things about life, friends, and all the experiences that follow. I think I've learned so much more about the people around me. Would not really like to say whether the feelings are positive or not, but let's just put it this way:

I can't wait to move on to another phase of life. Be it in a junior college or polytechnic. Hahaha.

I wonder how everybody feels right now.

I bet everyone is only thinking about the exam. Like the paper tomorrow. Worrying about whats gonna come out. What they gonna write. Trying to spot titles or guess them (which I think is pure stupid) I'm not saying its wrong but there's so much more to life than that.

I'm possibly thinking about the life I'm gonna lead after 15th November. It seems so surreal. Its probably true to take things one step at a time in life but sometimes you just can't help it but think about what may lay in store in the future.

That's totally the kind of stuff that're processing through my mind now.

Like the essay I wrote not long ago for Mrs Mo. Except that there's a million more things on my mind than just three hahaha.

I hope...
Tomorrow would be really good, in all honestly, my thoughts will flow genuinely. Something close to my heart. HAHAHA.

APART FROM ALL THESE. Lets talk about myself, to myself!

I feel I've pretty much been alone for all this while! In what sense? Hmm like not really communicating with classmates much and stuff.

And like everyone is pretty much minding their own businesses. But that's ultimately not how I'd like it to be. I prefer unity. Being together whenever each person needs a shoulder to lean on. Yet I've never really received much of that attention, especially when the exams are around the corner (where this kinda love would come in most handy)

Sadly, I'm starting to think I can get used to this.
But I know I can't and I won't choose to. I need company I thrive in company and what defines life is the people around you. Right now I'm just hoping hahahaha
Been drowning myself out with lots of music nowadays, been listening to everything as I go about my daily chores and work

In conclusion?
Everybody needs their special someone.
And even if that isn't so, you'd realise the people around you will get you through.
And then life doesn't seem so mundane anymore.
And that's how life is, people loving one another and caring for one another in a genuine way.

I've yet to find such people.
I'm not giving up because God will always be there for me
Always in His arms, vicinity

For now, my mind is on the exams. I'll just keep it that way
I say my prayers now or then.

#nowplaying/- Paramore - Playing God.

YAYZ.

2010-11-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Yay, I'm back.

HAHAHA, absent for so long, no one even knows this blog exists till now, yayness! (Y)

Now's the time for ALPS, exams are wayyy back, no needa talk about 'em too much anymore.

Just to let all know, I'm stressing this, it sucks to go back to school for lessons and lessons. Shout out to all having extension week/ALPS/whatever-you-call-it, fuck it yeah.

Other than that, life is mundane. Haha. Been catching up with work, getting back into the studying mood, and training mood since its preseason. Oh, and O level Chinese is exactly a week from now.

May God bless me.

2010-06-23T20:53:00.002+08:00

Watched alot of NBA draft prospects and knew alot about the many prospects. Quite happy, gained alot of (redundant) information into my mind. :D

School was rather boring as usual. Did some gym then went home with XY, Nic they all. Having training tomorrow.

It seems like school has already started. While everyone is still enjoying the last few days of their vacations.. Is life unfair or what. Fuck okay. D:<

Anyway, I hope John Wall goes to Washington!
Suddenly I have this hatred for him cause I heard he was arrogant or something.
But afterwards he is still the amusing John Wall! XD
John Wall dance. Really really really amusing. :)

Go Evan Turner! (L) (L) (L)
Go Derrick Favors!
Go Eric Bledsoe!
Go that Maryland PG, John Wooden Award winner! Go!
Go Wes Johnson!
GO GO GO!

2010-06-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

2010-06-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today, had training. Did some stuffs with the Siglap team and watched some videos.
Was really tired so I felt like sleeping.

I don't see why they have to pull us back to school.
Why don't they just let us enjoy our holidays, or at least. Let us finish up our work at the last week?

Today, i was carrying my heavy harversack while waiting for the bus.
I stuffed quite alot of stuff inside for school + training.
The bus stop was just crowded with many people, adults who have probably just finished their work and hitting off or something. Then slowly, I started to feel myself falling into a ditch. Like, I just felt really not myself.
Like, everyone else is at home or going out, enjoying themselves, here I am dragging my bag which is pulling me down, lower and lower.. While waiting for the bus ride home.
On the bus, I just stood there staring at the aircons in the bus, since there was no sky to stare at.
It wasn't a good feeling at all; my stop arrived and I just dragged by bag out, heading home.
I have no idea why I'm feeling this way in the first place, it probably sounds weird but I guess thats just how I am- weird.

I'm really just a lonely shag right now. For very long.
Life is falling apart, and noone really knows. Or they don't care..
I just don't know.
You know the feeling when people start to float further away from you, simultaneously, like this was destined to happen or something..
It really feels scary.
Like, no one is gonna be there for you.
Were they even there for you, in the first place?
This probably leaves me something to ponder over for awhile..
Hope I get some answers.
I shall pray.

)):

2010-06-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

Post 就在这里 Meet碰Piang blues, hais. Happens all the time, I guess.
Just like the HaK! blues.

):

2010-05-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

Had training after a long time today. Legs felt really heavy.

I scored the first open shot on a 3, it felt quite good. But I missed the rest, virtually misfired on all.

Evident I have to keep working, much harder.

Will be there, need to continue.

Don't really wanna talk about results. I think I've let down myself quite abit, and it's no use fretting.

Its how this world is, and what life is, you fret, you think you've let yourself down, you want to go all out to prove it, yet you realise chances don't come so easily. Do they?

2010-03-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

Played first match of nationals today. Felt good being able to play! I think I took my chance quite well. Heh. :) But, FT 1-4. Sucked.
Hope I get to play more.
On a whole, the match was not very well played as a team. Maybe cuz its first match. Many complaints about the ball being slippery and the famous Clementi court. T.T
Some passes did slip out of my hands. Yeah.
Final score, 52-44.

Oh, and I think I'm a dang fool.
I'm just purely a motherfucking asshole. After what I realised, I thought, now it seems like everything was just fake. Such false hope.
I should have known in the first place. Why is this happening.
Should I continue? I laid my heart down and to say, 'Yes, this is gonna turn out right.'
That's why its hard to let go.
It hasn't even started and now its like this. Wtf. Forget it man.
Priorities, basketball and studying. Weitai, get it right!

Urgh. Why is this happening. Fuck it okay.

2010-03-19T23:27:00.003+08:00

Long time no post, been really busy. :/
Lots of homework neh, sian-ed.

Oh, leadership camp just passed. AHSLC'10 is really fun. I start to miss it.
Shall do this in point form.

DAY ONE.
- got to know groupies and leaders. (Leeying and Chunkit, best mentors of the camp seriously, so fun!)
- talk some crap.
- played some lame shit games.
- errr, I forgot all the way.
- Day1 was boring, so I was damn bored. Okay.
- OH NIGHT GAMES. EXCTING. I GOT TO REALISE ALL THE GROUP LEADERS ARE DAMN FUNNY. LOL. THANKS FOR SCARING ME. O:

well, I sorta forgot what happen. Too much happened, things started to straighten out over the course of the next few days and it was fun-felt. (;

back to school now.

2010-03-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

Zonal finals just zooomed past not long ago. East zone champs! :)
Haha, congrats to the team. I didn't get to play like, again. Who cares.
Whoo, I've been training the core muscles cuz they're so coryyyyyyy.

And guess what? I CAN TOUCH SCHOOL RIM ALR!
yay today is the day! I swear I was damn happy. Hard work pays off! Hard work of one day! But of cuz its not enough la. I still got plenty of work to put in. :D

Jiayou to myself! :> hope to play during nationals.

Oh. Latest tests, 35.5/50 for chinese, and emath 17/25 and lastly chem 21/35.

All fuck results.

Wind blows; everything goes, one way, unision.

2010-02-07T16:40:00.005+08:00

My stomach has been aching since Wednesday night, I don't seem to feel any better, especially at home.
It feels like getting stomach cramps. Why the fuck, I didn't laugh at any girl when they got their cramps, cheebai then why must I get?
What the fuck did I do to deserve being so weak?

Went sentosa yesterday, didn't do much besides being pushed in the pool. I guess I shoulda just stayed at home then I might have gotten better today.

Randomly scrolling through facebook, don't know for what. Randomly posting crap and commenting on others' posts.

I really find no meaning in life, don't look forward to school, don't look forward to seeing anyone or whatever fuck.

Go Shannon, show the world what you ultimately can do.
I don't think I have to enlarge, the picture speaks for itself.

Love runs deep through your veins.

2010-02-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

Stomach upset since wednesday.
I don't feel too well..
Went to see a doctor early in the morning therefore didn't attend training.

Sigh, life sucks at the moment. School life and basketball is taking up alot of my life, I can't cope.

I'm getting weaker every minute. Not happy at all.

2010-02-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

I finished my epic zuowen about xin sui, omg its damn epic. (Y)
I REALLY HOPE I CAN GET A HIGH MARK.
I believe I can this time you know! First step towards success is confidence. :)

Spent much time after school chasing some people for their Amath homework. Haish haish haish, so tiring. Booo.
Some people don't get it, I've changed epically! (Y) last time is like, people chase me for work, now is the other way round. Besides I've handed up mine.

Btw, my zuowen was about this girl called 小玲. Then we were the best of friends all our lives. Then go secondary school, she got so overpowered by the stress that she took a drug. Then I found she was lying unconscious one day when I visited her. ))))):
I swear I was picturing the scenario in my head, as in like real.. It really seemed surreal. Sigh. I felt really sad.
I fely I really put in alot into the compo, that girl was actually a special someone. :((((
urgh. maybe i should shut the fag up.
once again. epic proness. (Y)

2010-01-30T17:11:00.003+08:00

today's training was very tiring. O: ran like a dog. I need to improve on defense and rebounding.

I have 2 阅读报告 from a wordy page and one zuowen. Bio test is also on Monday. T-T

give us a break man, fug. I hope I don't flunk the Goeg test.

And, I think I've cooled down from the gym I did last week or last last week. Better get into shape.

2010-01-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

Today was a great day I say, HAHA.

Lessons were boring, as usual.
I struggled to stay awake, as usual.

Most fun period is SIOW MIAO YEW FUND CHALLENGE I SWEAR, tower hall rocks.

Our cohort damn nice, hahahaha. I realised.

3JAY ROCKS YOUR ASS, PWN IN YOUR FACE MAN! :)

I thought like, just play the game for fun lah as usual, at the expense of the China scholars and their classes.

I swear everyone in 3Jay is damn clever, haha. You see Jeremy and Pinyi that kind all maybe jokers, we all may look like jokers but they are damn clever.

Walao, (L) you guys man.

I (L)(L)(L) my class! WHOO!

28 PEOPLE MINUS OUR CUTE ZHITAO TODAY AND WE STILL PWN THE CHALLENGE! WHOO!

AND WE HAVE GREAT TEACHERS, HAHA.

One thing, OPG forgot me le,

(enter 3b classroom find the guys,)

I: Eh, 老师你还记得我吗!

OPG: Errr.. Pause. (Nabei, confirm forgot.)

I: 我是伟泰.

OPG: OH 伟泰！你长高了！老师认不出你了！

Walao eternal heartbreak sia. T-T

After while she finally recalled her memory about our beloved 1E, ahhhh. The memories, she remembered I could draw well.

我们没有忘记你 leh, 老师.

2010-01-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today was a mofo day.

Firstly, my diagnostic test got 15/30. Just pass. That qualifies me for remedial, immediately.

I wrote a whole bunch of crap on 'Love at first sight' and I wrote about basketball because I hate typical puppy-love stories.

So I screwed the whole fuck.

I should have written the argumentative essay one, at least I don't have much to write but won't off the point, confirm. Fuck la. Others no sweat, write some here and there also can get high.

Fuck life.

And I got an ugly cut at the side of my head cause some ass threw the ball zam my head, then the specs cut.

Lastly, Zhisen that mofo bueysong with something then zam the ball at my stomach, thanks man. -_-

Thanks for today. Amen.

2010-01-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

Played the worse game of my short career man.

I missed everything I threw up, I didn't get a block, I embarrassed myself in front of everything and everyone man.

One of the worse games ever.

Seriously what style should I pursue? Just face it, I can't perform at all during game time.

2010-01-13T18:11:00.002+08:00

Today's not a bad day. Getting to like the class better already. (:

Teachers are nice and the class is not bad either.

Having match tomorrow alr, so fast! Hope i get some playing time hehe, not just cheer on the bench till like there's not a tomorrow man.

I'm bored as usual. And I got a clean haircut already, xoxo HAHA.

speaking of clean, i'm gonna come of clean and be a great model student this year.

Study hard and be nice to teachers. ^^

2010-01-08T20:26:00.001+08:00

See no point in updating this blog anymore. :/

2009-12-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY BOXING DAY. (:

Today training play match with AHbball alums. Score was 83-72 in favour of us.

Their muscles all damn dua. Then all damn fit somemore, go in machiam get squashed. -_-

When I got the position to box in the end also tio pushed away, bo lat. -_____-

Anyway, didn't play too well. Too many poor attempts and only got 4 points.

But I think defense-wise for me is not bad. The person I guarded for most got 2 points I think, but otherwise I didn't let them pass me although they were far stronger than me.

Am happy with that. Will work harder for rebounding and body. (:

WHOOHOO NUMB.

2009-12-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO GUYS, THIS IS A TOTAL AND DETAILED UPDATE OF MY WONDERFUL AND UNFORGETTABLE DAY.

Morning, 9am.
Reached school for training as usual, using the new indoor stadium while Cdiv used old one. The gate separating both was, well, open. For a reason this time.

Warmups, 10 rounds of court and 3 sets as usual.
Next, 10 rounds ofNew indoor plus steps in between both stadiums ONE STEP AT A TIME (Y), plus old indoor, oh and 2 rounds of court.
Yeah. Thats one round. I remember the last time i died like that was the first time. T-T
I didn't manage to complete cause I fell at the 6th round. Knee was minor bruise but internal was very pain, so I rested. I had the strength to complete..

10.40 to 12. Or so.

Training, was, no, ballz, at, all. Just pure physical.

I remember lots of stepping, stepping, can't run then step, run run run, endurance, sliding, running, hopping, sliding somemore, running? My soles were virtually burning.

Damn. As in burning, my shoes were like burning without a hole, had to tie like fasteners.

My leg was already killing so don't matter no more, just wanna complete all and let legs to burn off.

Oh, all courtesy of, not coach. Laugh Out Loud.

Afternoon, heck knows when. 2 to 5.
Gruelling gym. Stretched. I thought things were informal gym session. T-T

If I could remember, 1min each station, 20secs rest in between, 10 stations, 3 sets.
1. Chest press. Still alright.
2. Leg extension. Fuck seriously, but I didn't die.
3. Standing tricep extension. (?) Worked fine too.
4. ABDOMEN EXTENSION. THIS PURELY SUCKED THE MOST, ABS SUCK.
5 and 6 were the medicine ball and skipping. Numb so don't feel the ballz but skipping killed the ankles.
7. High pulley? So-so.
8. Bicep extensions. I probably wanted big biceps so much so no pain no gain.
9. Bicycle. Like seriously, biking is so much better. Gym version is wth.
10. The jumping chair, helps in explosiveness and I've seen lots in vids. Best one for me.

AFTER THAT. FIELD 20 PLUS MINUTES, I REALLY HAD TO PUSH MYSELF TO RUN, AND NO JOKE MY LEGS REALLY KILLED. LIKE LAST TIME I SAID PAIN BUT IT DIDN'T HURT SO MUCH? THIS TIME IT SINCERELY AND FAITHFULLY HURT SO BADLY I STILL RAN.

THATS ALL. AND I WALKED HOME FROM MRT AFTER THAT. NICE ONE, LEGGIES. I PITY MY THIGHS, ANKLES, AND EVERY OTHER BODY PART OF THOSE WHO ENJOYED TODAY AS MUCH TOGETHER THAT HURTS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. :D

2009-12-07T22:38:00.001+08:00

haha, today's the seventh, which means?

Yeah. Thanks everybody for the wishes and the many smses. I appreciate it alot. :D it made today quite a day.

Had match, got wishes too. Played a little, but guess I didn't do too shabby. Got a foul-in, haha.

Had a mini-celebration, thanks guys for turning up! I know it was boring, but your presence-s made it worthwhile! :D

gosh, I should do better in planning, really sorry, but hope you guys had fun. I know its alot of food. (:

that's all. Goodnight. Going to learn my 安静. xP

_l_

2009-12-03T20:29:00.003+08:00

Today sucks shit. Fml, seriously.

How dumb can I get.

Is everything laid out in this manner for me to unloosen and lose everything and when I need them, they're lost forever?

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

The number of fucks don't mean anything, btw.

):

2009-11-28T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hello guys. Its day 8 here?

Sigh, this place has been the best. Everything, I've seen alot. Most importantly I've seen the true life of Japanese.

The streets, the trains, lots of subways and bullet trains, and the PEOPLE.

I don't want to go back to Sg, really. D:

At first I didn't want to come you know? The standard of living here is good, and the people are really very, very nice.

After I decide to brush up my Japanese, I'll come here.

Its alright, I can come alone.

Please, everyone must come here, you will understand what I mean, its really great.

I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SINGAPORE.

HAHA, maybe I'll go there next time for work or to stay there for awhile?

Its really a great experience, period.

Done alot throughout the days, haha. I forgot what I did in all, too much to type out already.

Must come here for holidays okay! :D

私は徹底的に自分自身を楽しんできた! :DDD

2009-11-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

DAY ONE AT JAPAN.

Great day! Whoo. Was at airport with mixed feelings, not really excited or so?

Haha, but felt the excitement once on the plane! ><

Reached Kansai at about, 5 in the morning? HAHA. Then got tickets for train, sat train, changed a few times from Osaka to Korien to find Mom's friend. (:

Whee.. It was a breeze.

The weather is, damn cold I swear.

I was wearing my beanie and sweater, and like I was still shivering. My lips were damn dry. :O

the people there, they were damn cool.

Idk why, they don't seem to feel the cold?

And they look damn exotic, and their Japanese is damn cool and fluent, and its like, BLAH BLAH BLAH? was in awe.

So I tried to act like a Japanese, at least I looked abit like one. :P

HAHA, with the beanie. Maybe i needa get more trendy clothing like them? The platform shoes and the jeans and the big winterwear.

ITS COOL.

Went Kyoto to walk about the landmarks, the temples. Damn crowded with people, mostly Japanese.

Those couples, they all like wear like couple, damn hip.

Now you see the difference, LOL. They wear what, stockings with shorts or skirts? maybe cause its cold. ><

2009-11-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

Went for training at 9 today, did usual things and blah.

After that went to 85 eat, starving. D: then rained like fug.

Damn heavy, then went home.

Did nothing much, LOL.

Tmr leaving already, haha. Now starting to feel abit of excitement?

Will miss many people and things. ): But bring com there, got internet. :D

Yay.

Tmr team also leaving for Taiwan, 6 days trip.

God bless, and takecare. Pray to have a safe journey eh.

Will post another one tmr, and the next one would be, earliest, 23rd Nov?

Haha.

Will miss Singapore !

2009-11-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooo. (:

Went to watch 2012 early in the morning, way early. Caught the first timeslot at 1045.

I tell you, its way overrated. Way with the Ys stretchhhhhhhhhhing.

Its damn draggy, like 2 and a half hours of the movie can be disected into:

2 hours. - Showing how the whole world, many countries, start tearing up in different ways.

The other forty minutes or so. - The people enter some ship, and it turns out, the world didn't really end, or how I thought.

It was heavily dramatic, but kudos to the action and the whole movie was realistic.

It only got boring because everything was more or less about how the roads will crack, everything falls apart, EVERYTHING. And how the water comes flooding in.

But overall, It still deserves a 3/5.

After that, went PasirRis MRT. Waited for Daniel for like, damn long. -.-

Went with Sean to eat Subway at White Sands, then Daniel came and we decided to go Bugis.

HAHA.

Walked about Junction, then went and walked about Bugis Street thoroughly.

After that went Macs, and Weiqiang, Ziheng and Zetian came.

Decided to go back to Bugis Street with the whole bunch, and I think almost everyone bought something. Got checked bermudas for 8 bucks. Like wow.

Then walked around, and went Topman to get a tee.

2 for $29! Went at right time. :D

Got the pink one, looks great, haha.

YOU GUYS WANTING TO GET BIRTHDAY PRESENTS, CAN REALLY CONSIDER THE TEES. HAHA! ><

Quite fun on a whole, went on 'shopping spree' for the first time with team.

Many more times to come. (:

2009-11-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.

Didn't do too well the other match. Limited playing time, no buckets. Missed my two.

I told myself, its the playing style. Sigh.

What the hell is wrong, like I must go analyze the guys who could score and learn? I am doing that.

Things'll never work out. I'll never prove anything at all.

Leaving on the 20th, Friday night.

Coming back on 30th, Monday evening.

Not really feeling anything, mixed emotions.

Not excited at all, one thing's for sure.

Will miss out on alot at home here is Sg. ):

Sigh.

2009-11-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

Hello, back from the 7pm match already.

Won quite big, 8x/7x - 2x ? think so, hahas.

My statline. >

2 points , 1 rebound . (YES ONE REBOUND.) 1 assist. 1 big block. (:D) 1 steal. 0 turnovers.

HAHA.

2 points was off the only offensive rebound I got.

Yes, its that miserable. WQ had 6 rebounds? I got 1. Holy cow, I wanna get at least 5 tomorrow.

The assist was to ZhiSen off my steal. :)

THE BLOCK! Wow, in my opinion, it made me happy. I haven't blocked someone in such a long time. The crowd was like, 'OHHHH!'

It got me going. I'm sorry Darien. :X not insulting you, you're still a fantastic player to me.

I got nuts over that one block I managed, really didn't know I'd to be able to get that on you. :)

Anyway, the one tomorrow is against Chong Ghee, = Prebs High.

Mostly are from their C-Div team, JangWook, Nathanel and those guys.

They're the other better team, so if we win big and play well it'll send out a statement to others.

Many people are gonna watch it, I guess.

I believe we can do it, team! :D

2009-11-14T11:38:00.002+08:00

Quite early in the morning now. Ok maybe not early, 11.39. But I think many aren't up yet. :/

The sky seems quite moody/gloomy now.

WHERE ARE THE ALLOCATION RESULTS, FUG?! They said today, or yesterday? I'm waiting like an ass.

Oh, and I got the piano yesterday evening. Really happy. Been practising like mad. There's this function for an adapter to be plugged into the digital piano. So I can plug my headphones into it and play to my own liking, no one can hear.

Not a bad function. Can practise at night. :D

Playing 蒲公英的约定 and 退后 at the moment. Can roughly play with a little mistakes.

I have been practising so hard, really hard of me, but I'm getting this done!

Its really cool and nice when you know you can play the songs you actually hear on your phone all day long.

Other than that, life's mundane.

Been checking out NBA like how I've always been doing.

Really in no mood at all to start reading the books for homework.

Fuck it man. Why must they always issue chinese books for us to read? Why not english ones?

Having match later at 7 vs. Ngee Ann.

Life's gonna suck if its going to continue this way.

Pfft.

2009-11-12T21:47:00.005+08:00

Hi. Hahas.

Went for training today, 2 to about 6+. Long, and quite tiring. x-x

Tempo is really RUN-AND-GUN. I HATE YOU PHOENIX SUNS, BUT YOU GUYS ARE GOOD THOUGH. I STILL LOVE MY AMARE AND CHANNING FRYE OH-OH-OH! ;D

His name sounds like some teenage girl's heartthrob right.

But he's my heartthrob. And his range is three-point, like, premier in the league.

Not to mention he's 6'10, 6'11.

Oh shit, getting too carried away. -.-

Anyway, training was tiring.

Ran some stuff, did quite alot of things based on defense, really run-and-gun, as I said.

Alot of running and chasing, its preparing to run the other team into the ground.

I just felt if my shot was inconsistent.

I don't know, I think maybe I'm not a threat on offense?

I don't trust my jumper. I think my teammates don't too. Driving creates more turnovers than I having a chance to step into my position and get the shot off.

My defense sucks. Its hard to block shots when your vertical is weak.

It really isn't easy to just shrug everything off your shoulders and say you're gonna do something about it when in real, you can't pull anything off.

Like wanting to hit the gym and hit 100 shots a day or more, its easy to say but hard to do.

Like procrastinating to run the stairs of your block everytime and wait for results, but just having to take your ass off that seat of yours is so tough, getting to the bottom of your block is seemingly a marathon never gonna be run.

Enough of this shit.

Anyway, looking forward to two things.

ONE. My digital piano! Its coming tomorrow afternoon, most probably. I can't wait. I'm gonna learn songs hard and play 'em. Muahaha. Jay Chou anyone? :D

SECOND. Class allocation's tomorrow. Heard of some people whom are.. Can't say I'm gonna dislike but, you know. Sent my prayers to Heaven earlier to get into same class as Hannah and Lisa. Hope we'll all be together in 3[whatever that's gonna come].

That's all, hah.

Oh, and one more thing? Tomorrow's Friday, the 13th.

2009-11-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

Nice blogskin! ><

2009-11-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

Blogger seems to have a problem somehow or another. Zzz.

Anyway, shall not talk much about the game that day. Quite a great game on a whole for our team, though.

Individually, I only managed a dismal 4 points, including zero of four from the charity stripe. Yes. 0-4.

I really have to start working on the rhythm of my shooting touch; and I have to stick to it.

Looking forward to the next game against Ngee Ann.

Went to the CC to practise on my shooting touch earlier, got it like at the last part.

I have to really bend my wrist joint to nearly perpendicular with my forearm to get my shots.

I have to get the hang of it.

Also, I'm really aiming to increase my vertical. Heard of 'Air Alert" programmes and stuff. Maybe should try them out soon.

Now I can roughly touch the rim on the spot; The rim is quite bent downwards though, making it short.

I must work hard, for results will please.

Where will I find the motivation?

2009-11-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hahas, yo.

Got siglap jerseys today. they look not bad, hmmm. thought they would be ugly.

first match is on monday, EIGHT PEE AMM. fug. -.-

simi class bbq also no need go liaos.

but i feel like toning guys! :D lets camp at macs. i thought agreed! HAHA.

been trying to step up my game from now onwards, i've got this shot i wanna stick to.

hope it works come gametime.

freaking hungry now.

no one at home then confirm lazy to get my meals.

but for the sake of my darling appetite plus stomach, i'll go! ><

those flakes in the fridge you better watch out. >D

hahas.

see ya. (:

2009-11-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m34xyw8E-Qs

JAY SEAN FTW I'M GAY WITH HIM LIAO. THE DANCE IS SIMPLE BUT COOL, OMGOMGOMG. HAHA.

okok, laxlax.

today went to celebrate zirui's birthday at east coast. haha. with her netball friends and her friends.

only one there, didn't know any of them, so ganga. ._.

but her netball friends quite friendly lahs, (: hahas. nice people.

then her friend damn power bodoh, zam the ball all the way up the tree, waseh! LOL. sibei zhunzhun.

then everyone on their toes lo, wanna get the thing down.

then zamzamzam, and somemore zaming, the thing too high luh. i throw the ball hand also pain.

but i know possible to take down one sia.

sigh, poor thing, for the owner. hahas, but windfalls are inevitable i guess, once in awhile. relates right! HAHA.

overall was quite fun lahs, they're nice people. (:

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY ZIRUI AUNTY. hahas. old liao eh.

anw i think my birthday coming soon. I think. HAHA. Its one month and one day's time.

how will it be?

hope its good, like BOOMZ. >D

HAHAS.

2009-11-03T12:53:00.003+08:00

作词：陈信延
作曲：TANK

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

This crap is really addictive. I've been hardcoring this. :)

i'll listen to it twelve times. heehee. love the lyrics, like sometimes it really explains how i'm feeling you know whadda mean?

Haha.

just been holding something inside me for so long; I don't know. especially last night when i was a fugger to still hold it inside.

but everything's lost, really lost.

i can't have much to say now cause regretting hurts way more than remiscising.

Love hurts.

So, so much.

the lyrics meant so much to me; every single line.

So i've decided.

I'd find the original version in traditional form, and i'll write it all out. Write.

Sorry would NEVER.

NEVER.
NEVER.

Help anything. solve anything. relieve hurt and pain.

but now, 过去了.

i'll take it one step at a time.

2009-10-29T18:58:00.002+08:00

Today didn't go training, felt abit sick. :/

Sometimes it really feels quite weird not to turn up for trainings, whether there's reason or not. Maybe my attendance needs its full turn. Haha.

Training was held at outdoor court. Stadiums these few days have been very packed, ah.

Somethings happened in school, which cause mixed feelings and emotions. Shall not pen them down. Nothing to do with B alright. :)

Always been thinking how to improve on my game, like, big time. I think the iron will never help. I don't seem to be gaining anything.

They say KG doesn't need the bulk cause his game is athletic, skillful.

gah. Why did I say that. -.-

And, the haircut I got? Whewwwww. Blew it away. Firstly the screwed top, now I slashed away the fringe.

It fucking looks fuck. I don't know. It doesn't really seem anything like I wanted it to be. Maybe I really should go to the barber next time.

That's all for today.

2009-10-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

YAHOO. Post-exam madness!

Exams over liao lorh, take back results liao lorh, mai huanlo la. All also sai. -.- but i also don't care liao! Post exam!
Haha.

Now's slack and slack. School's boring, training's starting. Gotta start catching up on that. And NBA's season started! Like finally.
So many trades. Also lost in the midst liao. X.X

Hmmm. Some classmates leaving for IPs. Wishing them all the best there, and life will be good! :D hahas. It's like, how they ever come up with such decisions is outta me man. Which comes to the conclusion that my combi isn't really decided yet too. -.-
I think double, with the option as Bio maybe? Then Geog, elect Elit and blah. Okay. I'll still have faith in the G and the Bio tho I did so badly. Praypray new studying methods will work. I thought of them already.

- S.T.A.R.T. E.A.R.L.Y.

Ok. I know won't accomplish, but at least try. If it won't work, god knows what I'll do. Till then, tata..

Hmmm. Nothing much to say. Just keeping this damn damn alive.
Haha, long vacations are always such. Time to catch up with everything else I've been missing on, and to rekindle. LOL.

NEED BUY LONG PANTS. KNN. really looking forward to that yo, if you know what I mean. X-X

2009-10-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

HELLL-LO. :D
I'm back ya'll. Exams are pretty much over, over for the year. (: whoohoo! But results, aww crap. Hell'la what i'm nervous and waiting for now, I guess, Next big thing on my mind. Hmmm, let's talk abit about it.

English - Well, it's not that bad. I think I'll do fairly, maybe better 'cause i got a better understanding of how to get a better grip on summary already. Compre's the old me.

Math - Oh, my love. Stinked for graph part, think I'm gonna lose my 80/80 target, the rest I'm out of sight, so I don't have much to say.

Chinese - Sleeper of the whole examinations man! I'd say, at least have confidence, that i'll get above 55/90! LOL. Nah, I at least choke up that little bit of confidence for this paper, first time in whole secondary school examination life! Spark of my mood. ^^

Science - Oh crap. This is the bust. I really wanna f*** this paper man. Maybe becaue of my losing methods of studying for science which got so much to memorise. It's a total failure. Probably 60-70 marks. Totally spoilt my mood as the last paper on the last day of EOYs. I just wrote what seemed right to me at that point of time, which was obviously so wrong and doesn't make sense cause it's on some stupid last day! Harddddddd. Aye who cares. -.- Fuck this screwed paper. Yes. Fuck.

Geog - Second most screwed paper. But I ain't gonna F it cause I did do my revision. Hmm, the rivers I did a stupid mistake for one question, lets see? Plus I heard the teachers buffed up, stricted-their-markings-ed, and drew up a big fuss for the Rivers sections. The pollution section was good I heard, grats to most of the class. I did the Ozone thing, which I luckily didn't totally screw up with Global Warming. But a few questions I think I did. WeiTai, why didn't you read up on Water Pollution instead you asshole son-of-a-(____) . Fine, for this and Science, we'll just have to wait for results. And see then. Will 99.91% screw up my projected percentage for end of years. -.-

Ok, that's long. But I've said everything on my mind. Phew.
Now's time to relax and get out of exam mood! Hallelujah everyone! :B
Bye! Goal is to work on my mid-range jumpers and pull-up jumpshots. See ya guys soon. x3

2009-09-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

Time and again, I will watch some clips on the Net, and I'm constantly touched and inspired by Michael Jordan's and John Stockton's speeches respectively.

'Someday, you might look up and see me playing the game at 50. Oh, don't laugh, 'cause limits, like fears, are often just an illusion.' Michael Jordan

His speech was peppered with much humour as he talked about his life. The greatest basketball player to probably ever play this game delivering such a humbling speech, it truely was something remarkable to hear.

John's one, was short, sweet, but very touching indeed. The sort of humility he spoke with, throughout his speech he was able to thank the many people whom he had worked with or met in his basketball career, and life.

'So I'm here cause I represent the talents, efforts and beliefs of hundreds, maybe thousands of people who've contributed. Top of the list, is Mom and Dad.' John Stockton

When he finally reached this Mom and Dad part, his voice, so husky, started to quiver slightly. I swear I almost teared hearing such. You could sense how he felt at the moment he mentioned his late Mom, you could sense his feelings. God bless the both of you, once my idols, always will be.

2009-09-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

I came here wanting to talk about something. After school and stuff, I wanted my day to be good.
Just probably didn't turn out that way, huh?
I never thought you would ever doubt me in such a way. Its my fault, I suppose.
Always was. Till a point, everything I would just blame it on me.
Me.
Maybe it was me.
Maybe all this while it was, you couldn't stand me, yet you didn't tell me so;
Maybe all this while I was irritating you, I was being hong, yet you kept it to yourself;
Maybe I was just so not-nice-to-be-around, yet you held on;
I'm sorry if I didn't realise it was my fault, but till this point, I'm sure I did nothing to piss you off that way.
I used to talk alot. To the opposite sex more, perhaps. But now, solely, everything about me is you.
Just you.
Nothing else. I can swear across my heart on that. I wouldn't talk to anyone else, I find no need. You can say I couldn't. Yeah, that was how deeply I felt for you.
You can scroll my inbox.
You doubt my love for you.
I really don't know why.
My class has 32 girls, 8 boys, probably 31, 9. I really have no reason to bluff you. I don't hong them. They're my classmates;
And I really so happened to be a friendly guy, so by talking to them in such a manner makes me look like I'm flirting? Please don't blame me or call me hong, for talking more to them. I have no intention to flirt with them whatsoever,
Till now you should more or less know how I am.
Please.
I should stop here.
Just stay happy.
And tmr's paper1. Goodluck to everyone out there, to me too. I'll need the luck as much as possible.

2009-09-23T20:42:00.001+08:00

WHOOHOO ~
I'm back, afterr.. Idk how long. Heck knows.
haha.

Many things coming on. Like.. Tests, exams, crapcrap and crap.
EXAMS .
my tests already screwed, like I wanted higher, but probably couldn't hit 'em. Wrong methods? Idk. I'll just be me, like I've always been. (:

I'll update when free. Or if I ever remember to come back. :D

2009-08-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

New skin! (:
HAHA. Thanks hannah.
ohmy, i'm missing my piggy again..

2009-08-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

cock. blogger sucks man. T.T
Anyway, its been a long time, i know. :D got 3rd for nationals! Was happy, but got sick at that period of time. but i'm alright now! (:

Ohkay, had training today. Quite bored. Ran stairs for like, so long le. my legs are still okay, heng. LOL. remember the last time training.
THAT WAS WELL, HELL. but i was able to take it.
i was very tired today. that day, we did 100+ pushups, and also ran like no life. T.T today did a few normal stuff, layups and stuff. then had this reflex thing lol! i luckily, didn't do. haha. wasn't picked, anyway.
Needa train reflexes de, if you wanna improve. especially one who wants to be a good defensive player. (: TREVOR ARIZA MAN. LOOK AT HIM.
anyway, working on that! oh ya, and stances. haha. quite tired. gotta do some stupid work.
I'm addicted to 我们的歌, no idea why! :D ;D ;D
its so nice. i always sing that in bathe now.

2009-07-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

HELL DEAD!
I know its been like forever.. Everyday like either too many things then lazy to say, or nothing to post. T.T

Anyways, CDIV'09 has reached Top4. :D
yeahyeah, we've been doing well team.
Next up: Dunman tomorrow.

I believe we can avenge the other loss. Now with our juniors grown, and all of us too, we'll fight and play like we never did. Then its semis, and maybe even the national finals.

Jiayous guys.

2009-07-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! (:

Very fun celebrating with her yesterday. Although its always the normal few of us again, feels like every other day. But its really memorable. (: + joel man. He's gotta be cool! :)
Went to Airport there to eat, then went her house.
(At airport ask me exchange bags, take mine and then I'll have to take the star one. Nvm. -.- Haha. )

Really great day yesterday man. Being around with close friends, it doesn't get much better than this.

Esp. with HANNAH CHEW!

Haha, hope to get in same class with you next year. Spending the first half of sec. school life and the second without you feels realy weird. :/
I don't want that to happen. Work hard together!

Yeah. I wonder why my birthday has to be so far away..

2009-07-09T19:43:00.003+08:00

Dead piece'a shit liaos la, REALLY DAMN LAZY. Lols.

Fiba's over, was great. Took many pictures, sorta. Can't wait for YOG, heard its gonna be held in our school, maybe! :D holyholy. John Wall.

All the hype surrounding him. He's for real, and going to Kentucky. All the best there, and hope he'll be coming next year. :)

Woke up late today, later than usual. Went to school, really felt like sleeping badly. :/ been very tired.

Got caught by teacher for hair, stuff. Lazy cut, will wait for the weekends then. Talked and crap alot as usual, and guailan the usual people alot. :D daily ROUTINES le.

Haha, having a funny partner was always great.

After that went to Tm, get my stuff for Hannah. Her birthday's tmr. Lols.

Then went home with WeiTeck after meeting him at there,

now gonna chiong homework. T.T

I'm really gonna try studying hard this time, see how it goes.

Nats are coming next thursday. I'm getting hyped up, but we seem underdoggy cause we lack the trainings. Heard some buzz here and there, I'm afraid how we'll be the forgotten batch of AHbasketball. Idk how to help us already, hais. Working more on my skills will help so, like how I'm trying to.

We Lack Discipline.

BIGTIME.

Work on that guys, we'll do it as a team.

2009-07-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

Lols, quite lazy to post nowadays, :/ plus blogger has this problem, or isit my comp? Too many things happened in the past few days to talk about, firstly my cousin's wedding, which was a great success. Congratulations! :D
Then went to watch Transformers 2 yesterday. Great movie, the effects were great and all. Makes me feel like going home to draw one of those (?!) so cool.

And. Megan Fox. Holy holy i'm gasping for air already. Planning to watching it anytime soon again. Tell me if you do want to watch, :D

Today was, ultimately boring. Woke up at 10? Did some homework and stuff, i mean AlOT of homework. :/

Does life revolve around it?
I dont think so. Get a life, schools and teachers.

Then did and did, and did somemore. Gonna finish up i hope, but there's books to read. Sucky. -.- hope to finish as fast as i can, and leave the rest to rot. Yeah. Tmr's going back school to watch AYG matches! I bought tickets but no mood to watch. D:
Finally, a time where it's compulsory to go back to school! I sorta miss the atmostphere in school. And i hope i still fit nicely in my uniform though. ;D

13 July's the day of your first match for Nationals! I think its at clementi against New Town. Heard they're worthy opponents, the best of all 3rds. Whatever they are, we're just getting ready. So am i, and how i hope Team Anglican is. I want to go all out to win what we're supposed to get.
Hope all trainings and effort pays off.
The sweat we've spilt have all been in preparation for this.

Geared up?
Put on your seatbelts, the ride's just starting.

All out, and do come down to support us if you're free! ;D

2009-06-25T12:27:00.004+08:00

Yo yo yo. Paiseh ytd nvr post cause like got problem eh, keep trying go into blog also can't so i eventually gave up. ;/ Post bout ytd then.

Yesterday, 24 June.

Wq told us wanted self training at tenaga there the night before at 8 in the morning. Then in the morning i wake up late agn. T.T so just go there la, chiong. Don't really know the place so ask father fetch. Reached the tenaga bball court at 9+. ZH just came down and the rest were there, about 7 to 8 people? Daniel, sean they all couldn't be seen eh, dunno why never come in the end. O.O
So we just start lo, do some post up drills and shooting as usual. My posting up sucks. zzz. T.T gotta work on it. The court was nice to play in, the rim was quite big and nice lols ! (: the place was just quite a good court lah.
Suddenly got this kindergarten class come out la, damn funny. They hold out a flag at the court and started singing national anthem. Then aft they started dancing and singing to come songs i think i did when i was that age?! Damn hilarious. We all trying to be serious, but really can't hold it.
Put your right hand in, put your right hand out, put your right hand in and then you shake it all about, LOL.

Then played 3v3 fullcourt. The game was like, 7 points to win lah. Format was, one person must score 3 and the rest, 2 each. So 3+2+2=7, accounting for all points. So basically everyone has to score at least twice yeah.
TEAMS
Me, WQ/Johrathon, ZhenKai
vs.
Zetian, Reuben. ZH

We play 4 matches like that, then our team won 3-1 overall! haha. I scored 3 like in all the matches. Dunno why ytd quite hot leh my stroke and form. ;D mid-range and penetration were quite good. Signs of improvement. (:
but last match we lose so must pump. Shoulda seen Zhenkai pump! So funny sia was laughing throughout. Shoulda taken pics or something lol.
afterthat we did some screwedup 1-3-1 drills, but overall things went quite well. Then started raining soon after. ): went eat then sit bus 87 to bedok inter with juniors.
Aft that sit 229 home and eat, then sleep. Kunnzzzzz. till 5+ liddat?
LOL, overall day was quite alright, at night boring as usual with elearning.

F HBL, really.

2009-06-23T19:32:00.003+08:00

After so long man !
Finally got another blog up le. If not whole day sit there lazy, lol.

Today early wake up go Hannah house do project on the Chang-er thingy. Met them there at 10+ liddat. I was late, sianz. Then sit 6 to her house at pasir ris there.
Go there, do do do. Guangjun was hilarious everytime, lol. If he wasn't there i would have been bored. After that went to play basketball at the nearby court with my basketball. ;D Fun. Did ABC and stuff. It was nice to shoot there, idk why. :x
Hm, then went back to her house to eat lunch and continue on the project. Starving sia.. ==' Eat le then continue doing. Then finally hannah got her laptop out, and started surfing. Confirm, really can't resist a laptop there left empty without anyone occupying leh. Lol.
Do do do, until 4-5+. Then watched tv and slack, her parents came back then. Not long later then went home. (: ya. Hannah has a brother who is damn funny.
He keeps dancing like Mr. Bean and singing Gatsby song. Kinda reminds me of myself when i was that age lol. :)
Yup, i'll stop here for the moment. Maybe continue later or what? Haha, gg eat le. :D

NEW. ~~~

2009-06-23T15:09:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm new, bring me around.
Oh and Jay looks great in this template don't you think? Those days..