Hello.

I get reminded of this place once in awhile. But then I don't seem to update.

Life is more or less occupied by social networks like Twitter and Facebook, the more mainstream ones. People don't really seem to be using blogs anymore, or so I thought haha. Ohwell!

I think a blog post is really cool once in awhile, a place to pour out your inner thoughts and feelings all at one go in one post. And now is the perfect time for me to do so because the O levels start tomorrow!

Hard to believe it but yeah, this major obstacle has finally come in my way. I've graduated already and all that's left is this. So much about a defining end to my secondary school life, having to deal with an exam of such hype and scale! Ohwell.

Many things have happened to me ever since the last time I wrote here.
So many things about life, friends, and all the experiences that follow. I think I've learned so much more about the people around me. Would not really like to say whether the feelings are positive or not, but let's just put it this way:

I can't wait to move on to another phase of life. Be it in a junior college or polytechnic. Hahaha.

I wonder how everybody feels right now.

I bet everyone is only thinking about the exam. Like the paper tomorrow. Worrying about whats gonna come out. What they gonna write. Trying to spot titles or guess them (which I think is pure stupid) I'm not saying its wrong but there's so much more to life than that.

I'm possibly thinking about the life I'm gonna lead after 15th November. It seems so surreal. Its probably true to take things one step at a time in life but sometimes you just can't help it but think about what may lay in store in the future.

That's totally the kind of stuff that're processing through my mind now.

Like the essay I wrote not long ago for Mrs Mo. Except that there's a million more things on my mind than just three hahaha.

I hope...
Tomorrow would be really good, in all honestly, my thoughts will flow genuinely. Something close to my heart. HAHAHA.



APART FROM ALL THESE. Lets talk about myself, to myself!

I feel I've pretty much been alone for all this while! In what sense? Hmm like not really communicating with classmates much and stuff.

And like everyone is pretty much minding their own businesses. But that's ultimately not how I'd like it to be. I prefer unity. Being together whenever each person needs a shoulder to lean on. Yet I've never really received much of that attention, especially when the exams are around the corner (where this kinda love would come in most handy)

Sadly, I'm starting to think I can get used to this.
But I know I can't and I won't choose to. I need company I thrive in company and what defines life is the people around you. Right now I'm just hoping hahahaha
Been drowning myself out with lots of music nowadays, been listening to everything as I go about my daily chores and work

In conclusion?
Everybody needs their special someone.
And even if that isn't so, you'd realise the people around you will get you through.
And then life doesn't seem so mundane anymore.
And that's how life is, people loving one another and caring for one another in a genuine way.

I've yet to find such people.
I'm not giving up because God will always be there for me
Always in His arms, vicinity

For now, my mind is on the exams. I'll just keep it that way
I say my prayers now or then.




#nowplaying/- Paramore - Playing God.

YAYZ.